Christy’s Blog

I have been meditating again for about a month now. I didn’t write down when I started but I know I have been doing it for several weeks. I have not meditated regularly in three years.

Three years ago I used meditation to get me through a very difficult time in my life. I achieved many great things during that time and I felt God’s love around me every minute. I had lost my dad in January of 2004 and the pain of loss at times was over bearing. The mediation didn’t take away the hurt I felt for my loss but it help me understand it and opened me up to the miracles that happen everyday. I heard God’s message that I would be okay. I didn’t know how I was going to get through each hour at that time but it didn’t matter because I knew God told me I was going to be okay so I breathed and dreamed and achieved.

A few month ago I wondered out loud why that difficult time brought me so close to God. Would I have to go through such difficult times to feel that close again? Why can’t I feel that close to God always? I loved the feeling I had of being close to God. No one could hurt me and people wanted to give me things.
Over the past few months God brought me my answers. I have been directed to many books including the Bible and I was directed to meditate again. I am understanding now that at the time of my loss I opened up my heart and my life to God without question. I listened to everything he said. I followed God in everything I did. I meditated and God answered every question. I knew he would. I believed he was in control and he was, I lived minute to minute. I couldn’t do it on my own so I handed it to God and knew he would get me through. But when I started to feel better I stopped meditating, I continued to pray but I stopped knowing that God was taking care of everything. How can you stop knowing, you ask. If you don’t really accept the knowing or understand it it just happens.

I know today that I can have everything I want because God wants me to have it. God knows I am a courageous, strong person (and so do I). He wants me to have my hearts desire today and when I am going through tragedy or loss. He wants us all to have everything we want. I am in awe of my personal growth. I am amazed at the progress these past few months have taken me.

I can tell you about it and you can be amazed at my story. Maybe you want the same for you. All you have to do is open you heart to God. Surrender you life and ask for the path to take you to abundance of love and riches. God has it all and he wants you to have it too. There is enough for everyone. God is making more riches, more love, more happiness every minute. There is no lack all you have to do is believe.

If you would like to start meditating there are many ways to do it. Find what works best for you and do it everyday. My recent growth came from a book I read recently and plan to blog about soon. I visited blog today with 8 Steps From Meditation to True Contemplation. It will help you get started on your path today!

Enjoy your life now!

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