Let Go of the Past and Forgive Yourself
We are all on a journey on earth. Whether you choose to be on your journey consciously or not is always up to you. Consciously (to me) means that you live life pro-actively not reactively. You can be tossed about by the waves of life or we can rise above and ride on the tops of the waves for a glorious view.
Life is about choices. Only you are in charge of the path your life takes. If you are thinking, “No, I am where I am because of my children, or my husband, or my parents, and so on.” You are not taking responsibility for the choice you made to let those people be in charge of your life. You are letting the waves toss you about.
If this sounds like you, fear not, you can improve your life. You don’t need any drugs and there is no fad product to buy to make your life better. You have all the tools you just need to learn how to use them. I recommend you take responsibility for your choices and then forgive yourself. Tell yourself that you made the best decision you could make at the time. You take responsibility now and make great decisions for a happy life.
I forgive myself, my past choices were the best I could do based on the information I had at that time.
I am now making great decisions to live a happy life.
Once you have forgiven yourself and let go of guilt and other toxic feelings you will feel much better about yourself.
If these sounds like affirmations, they are. It is so important to have positive self talk. If you are saying negative things to yourself and about yourself constantly you are not going to feel good ever. You must love yourself and treat yourself as you would want others to treat you. You are the best you there ever will be, become your biggest fan!
I have been on a journey for years to find why everything had become so hard in my life. I had literally felt like I was living in a hole. I observed people enjoying life and I felt angry. I couldn’t put my finger on why I was feeling so sad and angry. I read book after book after book on improving my life but I couldn’t get the dark feeling out of my belly no matter what I did.
Recently I read about, Miracle Prayer, that helped me release myself. I forgave myself for choosing to give control of my life to someone and something else. I chose to do it years ago. I even remember saying I am letting So-and-So take control. From that moment on my life was not on my path. It felt awful at times. Over the past eight years (long time, huh?) there have been many happy times but as far as the direction my life was going I felt like I was being drug behind a truck on a gravel road (painful? You bet!).
In January of this year I made a promise to myself that I would stop the truck and get back in the driver’s seat. It has taken seven months to get the truck stopped. I am now climbing in behind the steering wheel.
I forgave myself for making that choice years ago. I am letting go of the past eight years. My self talk is of love, worthiness, peace, joy, happiness, and forgiveness. It is so positive and warm. With meditation and prayer I am creating and manifesting a new path. It feels great and I am EXCITED to be alive!
