Christy’s Blog

There is so much going on in my pretty little head it is making me tired today. After much high energy the past few days I am feeling a little down today. I woke with an upset stomach and haven’t seemed to shake it today, except now it feels like a nervous stomach.

Over the past several weeks I have been gobbling up anything by or with Abraham-Hicks. What delicious stuff! Back in June I started with “The Secret” by Rhonda Bryne. I knew Abraham-Hicks had something to do with the making of “The Secret” but only recently discovered them. I have been asking Source to give me the words to share my experiences with others but as you can read, I don’t think I have the answer yet. I feel like rambling though so that is what I am doing here today.

I watched Esther Hicks on YouTube.com today with several uplifting clips with Abraham speaking through her. If you don’t know who I am speaking of, go to Abraham-Hicks.com and look around. They have a free 74 minute free audio that explains it all.

What Abraham teaches about our physical life here is so amazing and it rings true for me. I feel so good hearing their words. The love that we have around us all the time from the “other side” is amazing. I know because when my dad died I opened myself up to it. I would have died myself or really made my physical body sick if I had not opened up, surrendered, allowed, or whatever you want to call it. The “other side” told me I was okay, they told me that my dad was okay and so was my family.  That love and message changed my life!

The thing I am having trouble with is surrendering now. About 10 months after my dad’s death (he passed away to the other side on Jan. 29, 2004, four years ago) I seemed to have closed that connection. Without having some terribly emotional thing take place, how do I conjure up the right emotion everyday to continue that amazing state of creativity, love, surrender, peace, safety and security and so much more? If you have ever felt it you know what I am talking about. You can do anything without a second thought. You look at people who express doubt and wonder how they can question, because there is no question, you are getting everything you want without effort.

I am deliberately intending and I am lifting my emotions.  I feel my vibration lifting my higher and higher.  Yesterday I could feel my vibration.  Can you lift your vibration too high?

Well, I am continuing to ponder these questions.  I intend this to be a day of great growth and an incredible connection to the other side as they answer my questions as I know they will.

All is well!

Wow!  I have been away from my blog for a while. I guess I was not “feeling” it.  My focus took me away from the blog and recently I realized how this blog really helped me focus on feeling good and verbalizing those feelings.

In the months while I was blogging I was on a quest of some sort.  I was seeking wealth in my life and I wanted to enjoy whatever I was doing to get it.  Blogging seemed like a good idea.  I read every thing I could about blogging.  Said affirmation that I am a good blogger.  I followed the “rules”.  I regularly read other blogs about blogging.  Dreamed of making it big as a blogger.

While blogging in the past I was very concerned about making money with this blog, it was really the only reason I started writing it.  Yesterday ,I realized how the blog connected me with people with like vibrations and it felt so good to connect with those people.  I really enjoyed blogging without the stress of making money at it.

I didn’t make any money with this blog months ago and that is fine.  I feel better today about continuing to add to my blog when I feel like it.  I don’t have to follow any rules … because there really aren’t any rules in this life.  We make our own rules and we can change them anytime.

So today I is the first day of joyful blogging! My blog is a joy for me!  That is all that is important!  If you enjoy reading it, good for you too!